Back Temporarily - Don't Know How Long For.

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Okay, that sounds dramatic - overly so, probably, but I've a monumental amount on my plate at present, and I seriously don't know how often I'll get back on here.

So, since Christmas, my 74 year old Mother has been hospitalised 3 times - once for her Diabetes, once for her kidneys, and this time for a broken hip that requires surgery (which she can't have until they can regulate her medications to control her blood). She's already been in over a week this time.

One of the baby rabbits I had for my birthday last September died last week (every tooth was mis-aligned, leading to the mother of all abscesses wrapping itself around his lower jaw, meaning he couldn't eat properly).

My seizures and depression have been much worse - to the point of having to have my medications for both significantly increased in quantity. I saw the Doctor again today for an update - I now need multiple blood tests doing to guide the next step of my treatment.

Talking of depression, I had the biggest freak-out of my life one night earlier this week. For the first time in my entire life, I seriously considered self harm. For the first time since I was a teenager, I considered suicide. But let me reassure you, all of you, I would never do that to my family and friends - I know what it's like from the other side of it, being one of those left behind. It might get into my head, but it'll never get further than that, no matter how bad it gets.

Thanks for all who left messages in the wake of Kat's journal about Castiel (The Rabbit), it means more than you can know to feel the caring thoughts that went into the words expressed.

Ma out.
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rosepetal179's avatar
oh mom...i feel sorry for u. i will pray for u. i forgot to wish u happy mothers day earlier this month. love u mom!