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Okay, that sounds dramatic - overly so, probably, but I've a monumental amount on my plate at present, and I seriously don't know how often I'll get back on here.
So, since Christmas, my 74 year old Mother has been hospitalised 3 times - once for her Diabetes, once for her kidneys, and this time for a broken hip that requires surgery (which she can't have until they can regulate her medications to control her blood). She's already been in over a week this time.
One of the baby rabbits I had for my birthday last September died last week (every tooth was mis-aligned, leading to the mother of all abscesses wrapping itself around his lower jaw, meaning he couldn't eat properly).
My seizures and depression have been much worse - to the point of having to have my medications for both significantly increased in quantity. I saw the Doctor again today for an update - I now need multiple blood tests doing to guide the next step of my treatment.
Talking of depression, I had the biggest freak-out of my life one night earlier this week. For the first time in my entire life, I seriously considered self harm. For the first time since I was a teenager, I considered suicide. But let me reassure you, all of you, I would never do that to my family and friends - I know what it's like from the other side of it, being one of those left behind. It might get into my head, but it'll never get further than that, no matter how bad it gets.
Thanks for all who left messages in the wake of Kat's journal about Castiel (The Rabbit), it means more than you can know to feel the caring thoughts that went into the words expressed.
Ma out.
So, since Christmas, my 74 year old Mother has been hospitalised 3 times - once for her Diabetes, once for her kidneys, and this time for a broken hip that requires surgery (which she can't have until they can regulate her medications to control her blood). She's already been in over a week this time.
One of the baby rabbits I had for my birthday last September died last week (every tooth was mis-aligned, leading to the mother of all abscesses wrapping itself around his lower jaw, meaning he couldn't eat properly).
My seizures and depression have been much worse - to the point of having to have my medications for both significantly increased in quantity. I saw the Doctor again today for an update - I now need multiple blood tests doing to guide the next step of my treatment.
Talking of depression, I had the biggest freak-out of my life one night earlier this week. For the first time in my entire life, I seriously considered self harm. For the first time since I was a teenager, I considered suicide. But let me reassure you, all of you, I would never do that to my family and friends - I know what it's like from the other side of it, being one of those left behind. It might get into my head, but it'll never get further than that, no matter how bad it gets.
Thanks for all who left messages in the wake of Kat's journal about Castiel (The Rabbit), it means more than you can know to feel the caring thoughts that went into the words expressed.
Ma out.
I'm Sorry To Tell You This...
Hello, everyone.
I'm afraid this isn't Cuddlepuss (https://www.deviantart.com/cuddlepuss) talking... it's her daughter, coughedfeathers (https://www.deviantart.com/coughedfeathers). And oh god, something feels distinctly wrong about using her account and doing this...
This is most likely going to be the last message that you receive from this account.
Yesterday, 14th November 2015, my mother passed away. As it was unexpected, the coroner will have to perform an autopsy to find out exactly what happened. However, they beleive it's going to be something to do with her heart.
I'm in shock, honestly, I don't think it's sunk in.
If you wish to pass on any messages of sympathy to either myself or my dad and her husband arya (https://www.deviantart.com/arya)
When Is A Cat Not A Cat?
When she thinks she's a damned dog and filches his schmackos.
@superwiki...
A twitter account dealing with mainly Supernatural tweets noted that anyone could get involved by emailing the admin. I replied asking about links to fanfics and song rewrites, and got a reply inside of 20 minutes that that would be a great page to put up to.
There you have it folks, tweet away.
Getting Back To Writing...
I'm trying to return to writing, after a longenforced break, I was wondering if some of you might have a suggestion for a name / character / band / program poem, like these ( http://cuddlepuss.deviantart.com/gallery/40034587/Names-Poems ).
It would need to be clearly stated which it was, where the character was from, what band / group / program etc. And I'd need to be familiar enough with it / them to know something of them.
Think you've an idea? Leave a comment and I'll see what I can do. Thanks for the help.
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oh mom...i feel sorry for u. i will pray for u. i forgot to wish u happy mothers day earlier this month. love u mom!